Alpha's Remorse After Her Death (Amber and Julian) novel Chapter 231

After putting Alice to bed, I met Julian back in the living room. It was surreal being in this house again, like returning to a past I thought had been long dead and buried. It must have been the environment, reminding me of the days when I thought we had been happy – before I really learned I was just some secret – but I felt my heart warming to Julian.

He was sitting on the couch with his arm stretched along the back of it. His eyes were hopeful as he

asked me, “Sit with me?”

Maybe I should have said no, but the good feelings from our reunion and the general vibes of this place had me moving closer to him. I sank down beside him on the couch, and then leaned into him, pressing

up against his side.

‘His arm fell down from the back of the couch and wrapped around my side instead. He held me tightly,

and rather than push him away, I leaned closer, enjoying it.

I knew all of this was bad, that I was sending mixed messages, and yet I couldn’t stop myself.

I was like a fly, happily trapped in a spider’s web.

Julian turned his head and placed a soft kiss to my temple. “I’m so glad you are here.”

“Me, too,” I said, realizing this was the first time I had truly been able to deeply relax like this. In Rafael’s

pack, since my lineage leaked, everything had happened in kind of a whirlwind, and I’d been caught up

in it while trying to keep Alice and me safe.

I hadn’t even really had time to process the news. I wished I had more time to privately accept and

understand the news before it had been made public. But I supposed that was what it meant to live in the

public eye. There wasn’t much privacy about anything. Every bit moment in my life from now on, the

good and the bad, would play out in front of a curious and eager public.

As I was sitting there though, I realized that whatever I had been going through, Julian had been dealing

with his own troubles.

He’d been here, watching his mother die…

“How is your mom?” I asked, hoping that wasn’t the kind of question that would lead Julian into darkness. I was opening the door, offering to talk about this if he needed to, but if he wasn’t ready to talk about this yet, I would understand. I hoped he knew that.

He hummed into my ear, so I knew he heard my question. His arms stayed tight around me though, so I also guessed he did know that I meant no harm. I just wanted to support him.

“Her memory has some holes,” Julian said, somewhat evasively. “But I’ve heard that’s not uncommon for

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her state.”

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“I could come to the hospital and look her over,” I offered. “Maybe there is something I can do.”

“No,” he said at once, abruptly and perhaps more sharply than he intended. His soft touch did not match

his tone.

I remembered now, how his Beta James had told me that Julian had deemed the hospital off–limits,

forbidding me from going there.

I had thought he wanted to protect Alice, but now, as I was offering to go myself without Alice, I wasn’t so

sure.

“It’s no trouble,” I insisted. “I’d be happy to do it. And I can confirm that everything that could be done has been done.” This kind of thing was directly in my wheelhouse, and if it would help his mom, I was happy

to offer my services.

I had confidence in my Healer abilities.

Didn’t he?

“I don’t want you anywhere near that place,” Julian said.