Chosen just to be Rejected (by Jennifer Francis) novel Chapter 101

101 Bella Shed never had a reason to come down into the packs archives before , while being the Luna here .

Shed had her own Lunas Library down a set of stairs in the Lunas office .

She could see it was laid out pretty much like the Lunas Library , only it was twice the size but had smaller bookcases with little plaques on them to denote what type of books were on the shelves .

She took the book Parker held out to her as she asked Whos allowed in here ? Everyone , they just need to fill out the form with the pack librarian , and then they can come and read what they need , he pointed to a few tables with chairs and lamps , or they are allocated a time and date for them to bring it back to the librarian , only human translations are allowed out of this room .

Well have to scan this one out before leaving the room , so it gets logged as leaving the archives .

Ill attach it to my fingerprint , seeing as youre no longer a pack member .

he answered her .

Mm , mine will not register , Kane and I came to the library and had my print removed from the system the day I left .

He nodded .

On that note , about you doing all of that with Kane .

It wasnt done with me because I just couldnt do it … he sighed , Id likely have reclaimed you , marked and mated you whether you wanted that or not .

It was a hard day for me .

I left the pack in the end , so I could let you go … I really didnt want to , but you needed your freedom .

She stared at him as they left the archives .

Oh , I thought you left the pack to go and Mark and Mate Carina .

Parker shook his head .

It was so I didnt know the exact moment you left pack territory .

Id likely have stopped you , gone after you and … he ran a hand through his hair .

Made things a lot worse .

Im sorry , I dont think that … she trailed off .

How did one state shed still have said no to him , shed craved her freedom and even if hed told her back then that hed loved her and wanted her to stay , shed not have wanted that herself .

Shed not felt anything for him .

She never had, and she didnt think it was at all his fault either .

It was likely to do with Freya , she now realised .

I know and at least I understand that now… How are you feeling ? I got the feeling that you were a bit overwhelmed today , I think .

< 101 Bella nodded Upset .

She stated I couldnt even understand my own tears .

+8 Points ) I saw that .

Theres probably going to be more of that , you being overwhelmed if , as we suspect , there is a wolf underneath Freya trying to get out of you .

If Freya has cut off your connection to everything and everyone … when shes gone , He sighed a little on the heavy side .

I think youll feel overwhelmed by everything , and Belladonna , you might not cope with that .

A sudden onset of emotions youve never had to deal with before .

She muttered , that was probably not going to be fun for her .

Do you think Freya did it on purpose ? she asked curiously .

He seemed to think about it for a long moment and then stated , It is likely , though , in her eyes , she may have a very good reason , if she was your mothers wolf .

Though I dont think she was that either , she could well have taken your mother over to stop her from feeling all the pain and hurt a Citron Wolf suffers through .

Shed thought that herself just today .

I guess not feeling any emotions about anything at all , that would disconnect one from trauma and harm done to them .

Maybe she thought she was saving me .

Bella mused .

From your own father at that .

If he made use of your mother in that very manner , your life would have been just like hers , if your own wolf emerged at you turning 16 , and he saw her , Parker nodded slowly .

He was evil .

She muttered .

Parker nodded .

Youre nothing like him , Belladonna .