Chosen just to be Rejected (by Jennifer Francis) novel Chapter 107

107 Bella The darkness that surrounded her was familiar and warm , soft and comforting , like it always .

was as her eyes closed , as she settled against Parker , and her fear seemed to just start to ebb away ; and now she was feeling who shed always felt when Selena came to speak with Freya .

She was in that dark place that felt like she was home .

She could hear soft rhythmic breathing within the darkness this time , and a strong , steady heartbeat which comforted her , and she felt her own heartbeat fall into sync with it , and sighed softly into the darkness that surrounded her as she relaxed completely .

the now felt and A part of her wondered if it was her own heartbeat , or if it was Parkers that heard all around her or if there was another that she was feeling .

Was this her own beast .

trapped inside of her , as Parker , and now she suspected , was hidden from her by Freya ? If that truly was the case , then it was no wonder that being here inside her own mind like this , buried in the darkness , felt warm and like she belonged there , as though she was wrapped up in a warm furry blanket .

It was likely because she was feeling * wn wolf .

Bella got a sense of disconnection from everything around her and then her chest filled with pain , and she clutched at it and cried out into the darkness as that pain ripped at every part of her .

A massive snarl came from within the darkness that surrounded her , and it sounded not only filled with pain but also filled with anger .

Then a blinding light bloomed all around her and hurt her eyes within the darkness , and agony tore through her for what seemed like hours upon hours , as that light around her slowly faded away until it was just a single thread of light within the darkness once more .

Where she could see that it was attached to a wolf who was curled round her in the darkness .

That thread joined it right in the center of the wolfs chest .

And then there next to that wolf was another , who she knew to be Freya , all brilliant white in the darkness of her mind .

Bella sat in the darkness looking at two wolves , one as black as the surrounding darkness ; only discernible to her by the brilliance of its blue eyes .

And one so white she was hard to look at .

One wolf she knew , and one she did not .

Freya looked right at her even as the other wolf tried to bite Freya and rip into her .

Freya was uncaring of the attack .

It did not harm her in anyway .

This is your true wolf , Bella.

Freyas voice came to her .

She wants out of you , to be free .

Like you have always wanted to be .

She is a Citron Wolf , just like your mother was .

I bound her to me , to stop her from coming forward .

Stop her and you becoming a slave to your fathers will 1/4 107 and being treated like your mother was .

Sold to the highest bidder every super moon that came , bound by silver all the time to contain you and stop you from fleeing away .

And all for his own greedy and cruel nature … Only when your wolf emerges does her powers of a Wolf of Destiny activate , you were of no use to your father or his Mate .

I made sure of that .

A plan they had for you from the moment your wolf emerged at just 16 .

Parker was the way out of that place , but I could not trust him , did not know him .

So I retained control to see what he was like .

But I could not understand him and his ways .

He was odd too me .

I am not Selena and without her , I only retain some ability to connect with the human counterpart of our Kirid .

Vex his wolf , I felt he was trustworthy and loved you regardless of not having me .

But I couldnt truly understand Parkers desires , so I stayed with you .

Contain your wolf as best I could , though once Mated , it was unavoidable , but still I had some control , stayed with you until you got your freedom from him .

He let you go .

That surprised me … considering he saw what happened when he was mated to you , I think understood clearly it was you that created pups .

Understood what you were , a wolf of fertility .

Still , he let you go , released you and that doesnt happen often when one knows what you are .

I stayed because you then needed me to , not in a true pack with the Wolfen Council .