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Claimed by My Bully Alpha
Chapter 190
Aurora’s eyes search mine, a flicker of something daring lighting up behind her gaze. She stepped forward, taking a breath, and the smile that formed on her lips was as determined as ever.
“We’re only a few months apart, Caleb,” she said, her voice soft but firm, “and my birthday’s just around the corner. We won’t technically be doing anything wrong.”
Her words hit me harder than I expect, and the urge to kiss her, to take her right then and there, almost overpowering me. But I resisted. I pressed my hand to her cheek gently, my thumb brushing over her skin as I held her face in my hands, trying to steady my breath. She looked at me, so full of trust, of yearning, and I couldn’t deny the ache that spread through my chest. But this isn’t just
about now. It’s about what came after.
I leaned in, pressing my lips against hers, but I don’t let it last. I pulled back just as quickly, my
forehead resting against hers as I tried to keep my voice steady.
“When we actually have sex, it won’t be because you want to forget everything else. It will be because we love each other, because we can’t hold back our feelings anymore.” My heart raced as I tried to push the words past my lips, but I knew it was the truth. I needed her to understand that, to
feel it. I need her to know that the time just wasn’t right.
“No…Caleb, please…don’t do this…don’t leave me.”
I pulled away from Aurora, breathless and already regretting what I was about to do. She had been begging, practically pleading with me to let her in, to let her feel something else for once–anything other than fear. I had been trying to keep my distance, to stop this before it went too far. But the
desperation in her eyes, the way her hands trembled as they reached for me, made it impossible to
stay strong.
“I can’t,” I muttered, my voice cracking slightly. “I can’t do this, not like this. Not now, not when-”
“You don’t understand, Caleb,” she interrupted, her voice a fragile whisper of raw emotion. “The
insecurity, the fear, it’s suffocating. I need this. I need to feel alive again. Just… just for tonight.”
I hesitated, looking at her–really looking at her. There was something broken in her eyes, something
that made my chest tighten with guilt. She was so fragile right now, so lost. And for reasons I
couldn’t explain, I felt the overwhelming need to protect her, to help her forget–if only for a little
while.
“Aurora…” I started, but she stepped forward, closing the distance between us, her hands trembling
as they gently cupped my face.
“Please, Caleb. Just tonight, I need to feel something… anything, other than this…fear, this… uncertainty,” she whispered, her voice breaking as if she was on the edge of shattering.
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