Claimed by My Bully Alpha (by Anna Kendra) novel Chapter 92

Chapter 92

The day my mother died, I had lost the luxury to dream about so many things in my life, mainly because I had constantly been worried about how I ear going to survive till the next week and keep Riley well fed. But still, I had dreamt of three of my firsts and how I wanted them to be. My first in my first time and my wedding.

All of them, I wanted to be special. But now, as I wiped away a tear–drop from my cheeks, moaning the loss of my first kiss…I wondered exactly what had

me feeling so betrayed. Was I really just overreacting?

Even if there hadn’t been any date, any chocolates, a nice romantic dinner or a bouquet of flowers…the kiss had been incredibly spesial. It had the sparks, the fireworks and the butterflies fluttering in my stomach.

Even now, my lips tingled from his touch. I brought my fingers up to trace my lips, to try and imagine how the kiss had felt and how I had survived this long without knowing the taste of Caleb’s lips. It had been mesmerizing…mind blowing. And I wish I could have had more.

But at the same time, it made me angry. Angry that he had stolen my first kiss without my permission. Angry that he…that the kiss probably didn’t mean anything to him as it had for me…

I realized with a start that my anger and betrayal had stemmed for a completely different reason.

When Caleb had stormed in, demanding that he couldn’t let me go…it had made my heart flutter wildly, making me believe that maybe, just maybe, he was ready to fight for a chance that we could be together. Not because we were bonded together by the mating bond, but because he liked me, that he actually liked me as a person. The kiss was a realization that there were fireworks between us.

But then I had remembered the mating bond.

Was that why he didn’t want to let me go? I didn’t feel the mating bond because I was human, so I only had my own feelings to rely on when it came to the matters of the heart. And the truth was…ever since Caleb had saved my life…I had started to like him even more.

Finding out that he was my ‘mate‘, that I was chosen for him by the Moon Goddess…it had felt like the blessing I had been waiting for my entire life. But then Mia had come and shattered my hopes for good. I was torn between letting him go for good, even if it meant breaking my own heart to pieces; or holding on to the little thread of happiness, hoping that everything would mend itself by the end.

But by coming here to stop me, Caleb had given wings to that hope only to crush it once more.

Why hadn’t he just asked permission? And why did it feel like the kiss was only to stop me from leaving? Had it meant anything to him at all? Had he kissed me because he genuinely liked me or had the bond forced him to do so?

Was I…overreacting?

My mind was so overwhelmed by all these thoughts swirling within me that it was starting to hurt. I had to press my hands to my temples to stop the throbbing as I curled up on the carpeted floor, putting myself into a fetal positing.

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