"I guess not," I said, "But seeing them all again, my brother, my parents, my...mate. I can’t imagine it, I mean what would they say? what would I say?"
"I have a feeling they’re gonna be speechless and as for you just be the confidant, witty girl you are here and everything will be good." I nodded realizing he was right.
"Thanks Jacob," I hugged him. Jacob was always the quiet one, but he was always there for me when I needed a talk or anything. Xavier was my best friend, Adrian was more of a big brother and Dave and Jim were my two crazy best friends. These guys were my family and with them with me I knew I could manage going home. I’m not the same girl anymore
"Are you guys ready?" I asked them getting on my bike and holding my helmet.
"Yeah," they said I looked at the row of cars behind me. I was going to lead them to the house of the moon light pack.
"Well then," I put my helmet on, "Let’s go." I started my bike and we were on the road in seconds. All the cars were following me but I didn’t really pay attention to them. All I really was thinking about was how I was going to look going back to the pack house in a motorcycle. I shook the thought away and kept driving.
We drove all night till we reached my town. Nothing had changed the stores were still the same and I could see people looking at us from everywhere.
stop freaking out! Stop freaking out! Stop freaking out I told myself but then noticed that I was thinking my thoughts to the rest of the pack.
"Lily, I told you everything will be fine," Xavier said
"Yeah, you’re right. I was just nervous." I lied. God why was everything getting so hot. I couldn’t help but remembering memories from each place and none of them were good. I started getting mad and sweating like crazy. It was too hot that I closed my eyes for just a second but it was long enough for the bike to swerve a bit.
"Woah, there. Lily what’s wrong?" I heard Xavier say, "who was in the car directly behind me?"
"N-Nothing, It’s just a little too hot." I reassured him.
"Are you sure? " he asked.
"Why? what’s wrong?" I heard the concerned voice of some of the guys.
I’m fine I swear now drop it I said before blocking them out. I knew we were getting closer to the house. I couldn’t face them, not now.
The look on her face when I told her I wasn’t her mate still replays in my head. I was an asshole.
"The alpha really has a good hold on his pack, the beta is his best friend and the strongest man in the pack after the alpha" he said and I nodded "And apparently their Gamma is in charge of training the inexperienced wolves to fight. And from what I’ve heard he’s done hell of a good job so it’ll be good for us if he gets our wolves half as good as he got his."
"Okay, then that’s a plus for us." I looked at him again "Any news about her?" Keith knew what I meant instantly.
"No, I called the person we hired. It’s like she just disappeared off the face of the earth." he said and I felt like a knife struck me in the heart. Where could she be? there was no way she would disappear like that. She had no pack, no money, nothing. unless.... No I refuse to think she’s out of my life before I even had her really in my life.
Keith left and one of the pack females, Whitney, came in and started to seduce me. I didn’t object, ever since Lily left I would screw anybody just to get my mind off her, but it was never great. Every time I’d kiss a girl I’d think of how she felt absolutely wrong. How she didn’t fit in my arms.
"That was amazing Ethan" Whitney said after we were done and I was getting dressed, I just nodded. "You know we can go again--" she said trailing a finger across my chest but I heard the sound of cars stopping in the front yard.
"The other pack is here Whitney" i pulled my shirt and jeans and on headed outside. I saw several people get out of their cars a and admire the house.

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