Chosen just to be Rejected (by Jennifer Francis) novel Chapter 122

122 Parker Shannon had calmed him down completely , telling him that it was just likely that Belladonna herself didnt know about them being Goddess Gifted to each other , because she had not wolfen senses available to her , due to her wolf not having a fully emerged wolf yet .

That it was completely possible that he , as an Alpha Wolf , could pick it up because he was in love with her , had always been attached to her , and wanted her back .

Shed always been on his mind .

Deep down inside of him hed never wanted to let her go and often thought about her .

That , in all likelihood , he had never truly accepted it either , that maybe a part of him or perhaps Vex , knew what she was to them but couldnt actually realise it because of Freya .

That because Freya was now gone and Venus was right there , he was now able to understand and scent out who she truly was to him .

That perhaps Selena wanted him to know after all hed gone through , Freya having punished him with Carina , that she thought it was a nice thing for him to know that what he wanted and truly loved was going to be his .

Because hed showed with his patience and willingness to let Bella do everything on her terms , giving her choices showed he was going to be the right mate for her and her wolf .

That he really did love her , was a good , kind , caring mate that was never going to allow harm to come to her .

That he and Belladonna , as Goddess Gifted Mates , and unable to scent each other out all those years because of Selenas wolf Freya , that this was Selenas way of apologising for her own wolfs actions .

Hed sat there in his office and thought about that .

Hed never once stopped thinking about Belladonna during their separation .

Hed tried to push her aside , but there in the back of his .

mind , he thought about her more often than not .

Missed her and the person she had been al the time .

The moment hed laid eyes on her for that very first time , hed smiled and called out to her on pure instinct, because hed wanted to know everything about her life .

He had slept well that night , even , just knowing she was there and looked healthy to him .

Hed never liked not knowing where she went or if she was okay .

Hed kind of felt peaceful after seeing her and knowing she was doing well .

But then hed also been disappointed that she didnt want to talk to him , when that was something hed wanted .

Vex had stood him up every time shed walked into the room where 1/5 < 122 they were , a mark of respect at seeing her , because even Vex wanted to spend time with her .

Even though theyd been mated to someone else at the time ..

His thoughts and reactions to her were always mate like , because hed never wanted to let her go , always wanted her to be by his side .

Even while mated to his now ex , hed still be drawn to Belladonna , as had Vex .

If they were Goddess Gifted even back then , that would explain a lot .

It also likely explained just why it had been so bloody painful for her to reject him , why the pain and suffering had lingered , and then been compounded upon by her rejecting him as her Alpha , and the pack on top of all of that .

A pack that he now knew was actually hers to begin with .

All of his unit had told him to just relax , and calm down .

Theyd sat with him and reassured him it wasnt actually a proper rejection on her part , that he was the one trying to let her go , and if he stopped trying to do that , the pain would in all likelihood go away .

Hed thought about it and taken a moment to clear his mind , and let himself accept that she wasnt going to leave him .

That everything was going to be alright because they technically werent actual Mates at this point , and no rejection could be issued until she understood what he was to her .

Take a breath Parker , she stated she wanted her wolf to find their Goddess Gifted Mate , right ? Kane had asked him .

Hed nodded .

Then shes not going to reject you , shes just confused because shes never had to deal with any emotions before .

Just blindly went along with everything because Freya allowed her to be uncaring and not feel anything at all , and now she does ; feel everything , Shannon had stated with a nod , agreeing with Kane .

So come the full moon , shell not only shift for the first time , but shell also scent you out as her Goddess Gifted as well .

Axel stated , A win win for both of you , because she wants a Goddess Gifted , and that is you .

So youll get what you want as well .

You just need to wait a week is all , Kane stated .

Patience is the key , and you already have that .

No , not patience .

Shannon murmured thoughtfully persistence and perseverance .

Dont retreat from her like you did today , just stay by her side regardless of what she says to you .

She might not want that .

He sighed a little as he looked at his Gamma .

Maybe so , but you dont have to make a move on her , still just be how youve been this past .

Attentive , show her you wont be deterred , Shannon stated .

She was uncomfortable with me being in the room this afternoon .

Parked sighed .

Okay … But why all of a sudden ? Kane asked thoughtfully .

You need to ask her why ? Youre getting along and have been looking after both Milly and Whitney .

They even came and had dinner with you , so maybe there is another reason … he trailed off in thought .

Or maybe she just doesnt want to be around me , now shes made her choice .

Parker huffed .

That was how it had seemed to him .

Okay , yes .