Chosen just to be Rejected (by Jennifer Francis) novel Chapter 121

121 Bella Shed calmed herself down after the complete shock of feeling the mate bond sparks on her skin had worn off , told herself that her emotions were still all over the place and the sensation.

of feeling them with Parker once more had just overwhelmed her .

That not having felt real emotions for 36 years , she was still trying to deal with them , and that shed just completely freaked out over the thought of it , was all .

Because she wasnt at all expecting to feel Mate Bond sparks with Parker once more , shed not scented him out in that moment , when hed come into the room , and why would she ? It wasnt a full moon , so it had caught her completely off guard when shed felt it ; that was all .

Shed had to remember she was more level headed than that .

Shed also realised that Parker himself hadnt felt them at all , because if he had , hed have likely smiled right at her and tried to lay claim to her … No , he would have laid claim to her .

Seeing as that was his actual intent even without a mate bond between them .

So , she pulled herself together and accepted it for what it was .

Parker was going to be her Goddess Gifted Mate come the full moon .

She already knew that he wanted her , so he wasnt going to reject her when he realised what she was to him .

He was now her Mate ; he just didnt know it .

Parker was her Goddess Gifted ; she thought about that , and she knew it was actually what she wanted , for not only herself but her wolf , a Goddess Gifted .

That had been the very reason shed told him she didnt want to be his chosen mate again .

It was something shed never thought shed ever have because Freya had told her she had no Mate .

But Freya wasnt actually her wolf , and now she understood so much more about her own life .

It was just that Freya didnt have a Mate , which was very sad in Bellas eyes .

How could the moon goddess herself not have a Mate ? How was that possible or had something terrible happened to him ? She shook those thoughts off and let them go was Parker and Vex , e she and Venus did have a Mate ; and it A man that she knew , who was in fact trustworthy , hed been faithful to her for eight long .

years , he was the father of her child , and hed climbed into her bed all the time , every other night in fact .

Hed never been selfish about his attention on her , not once in the entire time they had been mated to each other .

Not even that first time , hed been gentle and taken it slow , 121 brought pleasure to her and hadnt hurt her .

Hed always made sure she enjoyed his company in that bedroom , and she had .

Hed wanted to hear her cry out in pleasure and know he was pleasing her .

Sating all her needs every time , and he never left until she was asleep , settled and pleasantly exhausted by him .

Hed always stayed until shed fallen asleep , she realised ; shed never really looked at it like .

that before .

Shed always just seen it as he left before shed woken up , not as hed always .

stayed in the bed , with his arms around her or held her to his body until she fell asleep draped over him ; which she now realised hed done every single time .

She never once saw him leave , shed always fallen asleep with him right there next to her , holding her .

She thought a lot about Parker that afternoon all the years they were mated to each other and everything since coming across him once more , being here with him now , trying to sort out her own feelings ; not something shed ever had to do before .

She sat and played cards with Whit and Milly and a board game too .

Then she smiled at Whit , at one point , her thoughts clear in her mind as she finally understood herself , though he looked a little unhappy to her .

Whit , why dont you and Milly have dinner with your dad tonight .

She stated .

He looked at her and stated Why ? simply .

Because youve been with me all afternoon and I think hed like that .

Spending time with your and Milly is something he seems to enjoy doing , and hes your dad .

I know you want to .

she told him honestly .

Whits eyes moved towards Milly questioningly , and she leaned over and hugged him .

Itll be good for her too , Whit .

Shes bonding to Parker well , dont you think .

And her little girl had done just that , because Parker treated Milly no differently to how he treated Whitney .

He had told her he would accept Milly as his , bleed her to him even , and she knew that he would .

Parker didnt lie , he was even going to give her a pack to run when she grew up , one of the subsidiary packs , because he already saw her as his daughter , she now realised .

He didnt just want Whit , but her and Milly too .

Probably shouldnt let her since were leaving , Whit muttered .

I never said we were leaving , Whit .