Justice For Juniper novel Chapter 55

Justice For Juniper

Clean Up – Part II

He rubbed his chest with pride and smirked, “you like, sweetheart?”

“You have tattoos. How come I never noticed them before?”

He was edging her backwards into the shower and she eyeballing the ink on his chest. “Does that say Mama?”

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“It does. I got it when my parents were going through a rough spot to show my support for her.” He stared at Juniper, “I hope you don’t ever take Kyst back.”

She shook her head, “are you kidding? My mama would kick my ass from here to Mexico and back. It’s a long way to Mexico from here.”

He chuckled, “it sure is.” He turned the water on and when it was warm enough stood her under the spray. “How is your tummy now?”

“Empty.”

“Are you hungry?”

“No. I mean, there used to be a baby in there, but it’s gone now. It’s empty. I think Kyst must have been jerking off all his good sperm and I was getting the leftovers.”

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“I’m sorry you are sad, sweetheart,” he pressed a kiss to her forehead as he reached for shampoo to wash her hair.

She closed her eyes as his long fingers worked vigilantly to get the mess out of her hair.

“Don’t fall asleep on me in here,” Phineas‘ commanding voice was low and soft as he rinsed her hair.

“It feels good.” She whispered as he washed it a second time. “Do you think I’m a bad person?”

“Why would I ever think such a thing?”

“Because I’m really sad I am not having a baby, but I don’t know if I’m sad about Kyst.”

“You’re not sad about Kyst?”

“I’m really angry.”

“You have every right to be angry.”

“Is it possible for love, real love, to evaporate?”

“I think,” Phineas put a good measure of conditioner in her hair as she remained with her eyes closed, “when someone you love deeply violates your trust on such a level it scorches the love beyond recognition. There will always be the ashes and remnants of the love, the memories of the good times and the

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happier moments but that betrayal is like a blanket of ash over it all. You can’t get it clean after and so it’s important to let it go.”

“Beni told me your dad cheated on your mom.

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Phineas nodded, “he did, and it took me a very long time to forgive him. I went to therapy for a long time to address the fact the man I worshipped as a hero was fallible. He made terrible choices and he’s really fucking lucky my mother is a saint. He put in the work though. He went to therapy too. He did individual, couples, and family therapy. He spent years working on himself and trying to figure out why he was so consumed with the fear of getting older.”

“Do you fear of getting older?” she asked as she felt him reaching past her for her bodywash.

“Nope. I want to grow old someday. I want to have gray hair though. I really don’t want to go bald. Beni would look good bald. Not me. I think I’d look like Dr. Evil.”

She giggled. “You want to grow old with gray hair?”

“I do. I want to get wrinkly and old with grandchildren I can spoil. I want a big family I can sit down to Thanksgiving dinner with and know that when I die, someday, in the far future, I’ve built a good life with a good woman and a good family.”

“Do you see Beni and Adil at that table?”

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“Absolutely. Beni needs to be bald though. Adil can have a toupee.”

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She giggled and then gasped when his hands were touching her shoulders, “what are you doing?”

“Just washing you off,” he said soothingly, “we’re almost done. Some of the puke was in your bra and I want to make sure you’re not crawling into your bed with vomit in your creases.

“You think my body has creases?”

“Everyone’s body has creases. Your body has these,” he boldly lifted her breasts up in his palms and her eyes shot open to look at him, “and under these things can get trapped. I would very much like for someday my tongue or my cock to be trapped under here.”

“Phineas!” she gasped as he grinned unrepentant at her.

“Your body is incredible, Juniper. Every single curve, line, twist of it, has consumed my every thought.”

“Phineas,” she whispered as he went back to washing her off, “can I ask you something?”

“You can ask me anything you like.”

“I wasn’t sure I wanted to keep trying for a baby because I kept failing at it.”

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“You didn’t fail, Juniper. Your body wasn’t ready and Kyst’s. sperm was the problem. We’re sticking with this theory.”

“I know but it felt like it was me since it happens to me, but I didn’t want to try again and Kyst insisted we try, and I was annoyed about it.”

“Okay.”

“But now that it’s gone, and my body is acting like it never even happened, I realize, I really kind of wish I had a baby. I didn’t know how much I wanted it until it was gone again.”

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