A Decisive Heart – Part II
“We want it all with you, Sweetheart,” Phineas chuckled.
“What if I can’t carry a baby?”
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“We’ll figure it out but I’m thinking he was the problem, not you. Anyone as snaky as him is bound to have lazy sperm.”
“You sound so sure.”
“I am.” Phineas shrugged. “I know it’s only been a couple of weeks. I know your heart is still grieving what you’ve lost. I know, we,” he waved to the other two men, “can help you heal and help you love again. I went to talk to your doctor.”
“What?”
“I talked to your doctor in a consult. I didn’t mention any names and neither did she, but I asked, hypothetically, how long a woman needs to wait until they try again after a miscarriage. She recommended a woman wait at least one cycle. I know you want a baby, Juniper. I know you do. So, when our ring is on your finger, you should go through one cycle by then. She did mention it was up to the mental ability of the patient as well. She said our girlfriend might not be ready to try again and if it’s the case then the three of us will need to don condoms until she is ready.”
“Or we can just come down your throat instead of deep inside
you.”
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She shivered at the words which came unbidden from Beni’s lips and even he looked surprised he said it.
He shrugged, “we were all thinking it.”
“I know I was,” Adil slapped him on the back.
“How would that work?” she eyed the three of them. “You’re just all going to come inside me and may the fastest swimmer win?”
“Fuck no,” Phineas laughed, “Beni qualified for Olympic trials with his butterfly so hell no it’s not going to be a race of fastest. It’s going to be a race for the fittest. We’re all equally physically fit. We challenge each other every day in the gym to outdo one another.”
“Don’t you need a Phineas the fourth?” she questioned quietly.
“We already agreed, first boy is named Phineas to keep my grandfather happy. We all love him to bits.”
“What if genetically he isn’t yours?”
“We already agreed that we’re all dad.”
“You had all these conversations without me, the woman who is going to carry these children?”
“We started the conversation,” Phineas corrected, “and came up with a potential plan which we wanted to discuss with you after dinner.”
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A Decisive Heart – Part II
“This is all happening so fast.”
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“Yet, you feel it too.” Phineas didn’t back away from her confused gaze. “You feel the same connection with us, as we do with you. You’re our missing piece, Juniper. You’re the binding person which will make us the true family the three of us were meant to be. I hate living alone. I spend more nights in Beni’s guest room than anywhere else. I know Adil is the same. Fuck, we shared a crib and playpens. We were always meant to be together because we were always meant to share you.”
“Oh,” the poetic words from him made her heart skip and she felt a strange urge to weep. “You really feel so strongly so soon?”
“I really do.”
“I do too,” she wailed suddenly. “I feel like such a fraud.”
“A fraud?” Adil moved quickly to kneel next to Phineas as Beni’s hands rubbed Juniper’s calf reassuringly. “Why?”
“Because I thought I loved Kyst with all my heart and it’s barely been a couple of weeks, and I don’t even miss him. All I think about is the three of you and I should miss him, and I should still love him, but I hate him so much and all I want all the time is for you to be with me. I’m screaming he cheated but I’m worse because I don’t think I loved him the right way.”
“Oh, baby girl,” Adil reached out to ruffle her hair. “You loved him just fine. You simply have a decisive heart.”
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A Decisive Heart – Part II
“A what?” she looked at him through tear–stained eyes.
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“A decisive heart. My granny always said she had a decisive heart. She would love you from the minute she met you with all of her heart and soul but the minute you betrayed her, she was done. She could shut that shit off like it was nobody’s business. Her best friend of thirty years made the mistake of drunkenly confessing how when they were in high school she made out with Gran’s boyfriend. They both regretted it and agreed to never speak about it. My grandmother hadn’t seen him since they graduated school and went to different colleges and yet, the betrayal pissed my gran off so bad she never spoke to her friend again. She said if she’d told her when it happened they might still be friends but probably not. Decisive heart.”
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