The Fifth Year of Marriage to Him novel Chapter 12

Chapter 12

His voice softened further. Lucille peered at him. Behind his tenderness, there was no

affection.

Tenderness was like an innate program of his. It was always there.

“Cedrick,” she said, “aren’t you tired?”

Cedrick was surprised, seemingly having trouble understanding what she was talking about.

Lucille smiled bitterly, “You’re in love with someone else but pretend to care about me every day. Aren’t you tired?”

Cedrick gaped. “I’m not…

“Cedrick, stop lying. Some things are gross. To put them on the table will be humiliating for both of us. A divorce will do us both good. Seriously, Maricela is what you want for a Mrs. Maynard…”

“Lucille!” Cedrick interrupted her. “Are you still on this? I’ve explained it many times.”

“Cedrick, it’s not I who thinks of Mari all the time.” She scrutinized him. “It’s you.”

Cedrick was dumbstruck. “Lucille…”

“We both know that, right?” She tried to stay calm, to make him believe she was talking with him earnestly, and that she wasn’t throwing a tantrum. “It’s time to put an end to our five–year marriage. Cedrick, let’s part our ways with dignity, and let bygones be bygones.”

Cedrick stared at her for a while before standing up. “Lucille, you’re overthinking Maricela’s return won’t change a thing. You’ll know it someday. It’s late. Have some rest.”

“Cedrick, I know you only married me out of guilt. Well, you don’t have to feel guilty anymore. I don’t need a marriage based on guilt. Set me free, and set yourself free…”

Before she could finish speaking, Cedrick took off his jacket and walked into the bathroom.

Lucille looked at the jacket he had flung on the couch. If it were before, she’d have put it away, found his robe, and hung it from the door to the bathroom.

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Chapter 12

But now, she didn’t move.

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In the past five years, due to her limp, she didn’t have a job. She couldn’t increase the income of this family. It was Cedrick who took care of everything. She was like a useless piece of furniture in the house, of no help to his career or domestic life. But still, the hoped to de something for him, however trivial it was.

Actually, she forgot something. Probably, he didn’t need to be taken care of. What he wanted was a capable and pretty wife who could make him proud and receive a client with him

Why was he being stubborn, then? Why was he holding on to a loveless marriage?

Cedrick went to bed after the shower, refusing to talk.

Lucille said no more.

Never mind. Every time they talked, it was exhausting. She’d rather think about her future and work hard for the life she wanted. When she was ready to leave, it didn’t matter whether he divorced her or not.

Lying in bed, Lucille put Cedrick and Maricela behind her. She thought of her plan. One month later, she’d tour Magraica with Meredith’s troupe first. Then, the new semester would begin.

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