The Varkas Brothers And Their Princess novel Chapter 116

Chapter 116

Chapter 116

BELLA

After Kade left, I sat still, staring at the wall. He admitted that he was going to touch himself, and I couldn’t just stay in my room and let my imagination run wild.

So I decided to go to his room.

Nothing could have prepared me for what I saw.

Kade was on his knees, naked, shaking, bleeding.

Blood…

Blood… There was so much blood.

It was red and thick, and the smell was even thicker. I could feel it in my hands, my legs, everything.

I looked down at my hands and saw the blood dripping down.

Drip.

Drip.

Drip.

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I blinked and I was holding a lifeless body in my arms, his unseeing eyes staring up at the night sky while the rain fell on us.

“No,” I whispered, my voice shaking. “No, no, no.”

All of a sudden, his eyes moved to me, red, blood pouring out of them.

“You caused this,” he said. “This is all your fault.”

“No,” I shook my head. “No, it… It wasn’t me!”

“Belladonna!”

“It wasn’t me!”

“Belladonna, snap out of it!”

I covered my ears, my body shaking. “It wasn’t me. It wasn’t me. It wasn’t me.”

“Belladonna…”

The voice has grown weaker, fainter now.

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“Belladonna… It’s Kade.”

I uncovered my ears. “Kade?”

“Yes… Op–open your… eyes.”

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I did so, very slowly. Kade’s room came into view, and I was on my knees. Kade was still on his knees, his large body still shaking.

Bile rose in my throat and I couldn’t suppress it. I turned my head, throwing up everything in my stomach. I wiped my mouth with the sleeve of my robe when I was done, turning to Kade.

“Oh, Kade.” I crawled to him. “I’m sorry. Mi dispiace. I lost my head there for a second. I didn’t-”

“Sshh,” he hushed softly, his eyes closed, his hair glued to his face from sweat. “It’s… okay. Don’t apologize and just… leave. Please.”

“Leave? Leave you like this?”

He winced, even as he said, “I’ll be fine.”

“Like hell you will be.” I got to him, about to inspect his body but when I touched him, I hissed, withdrawing my hand, my eyes widening. “Jesus, Kade, you’re on fire. We need to get you to the bathroom.”

He still had his eyes closed as he shook his head, opening his mouth to say something but what came out was

a groan.

“Don’t speak,” I said softly. “Where’s the wound? Where’s all this blood coming from?”

I touched him again, searching for the source of the bleeding, but I found nothing. But when I reached his left hand, I noticed a faint red line, and I knew that was where the wound was. Or it had been there. It’s healed already.

I didn’t ask any questions and just grabbed him by the arm. “Come on, Kade. We need to get you to the bathroom. You’re burning.” And shaking. His shaking was so bad, I’m sure he wouldn’t be able to get on his feet.

I needed help, but I couldn’t let anybody else see him like this. Kade was hiding something, and it wasn’t my place to let people find out, or let them see him like this.

Seeing as he wouldn’t be able to get on his feet, and I couldn’t carry him to the bathroom, I changed my direction and dragged him to the bed.

“Kade,” I breathed, panting. Goodness, this man was heavy. “Kade, I need you to get on this bed. Do you understand me?” He nodded once, just a slight lift of his head but I caught it. “Okay, on the count of three. I’ll push you and you have to lift yourself to the bed.”

On the last count, he managed to lift himself and get on the bed, but I saw how much strength that cost him. I rushed out of the room, going to get things I think I would need.

I rushed back to him and he was in the position I left him, his eyes closed and eyebrows furrowed, his body

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shaking so bad that the bed shook along with him..

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I sat beside him, placing a bowl of water filled with ice at the bedside. I immediately started cleaning him, washing all the blood away. As the cold cloth touched him, he shivered, the knot in his brows loosening a bit.

I cleaned his upper body, and when I got to the lower part, I paused, my eyes fixed on his dick.

He was… hard. And it looked painful too.

I ignored that, cleaning his waist, but when I went lower, he shuddered, a moan slipping out of his mouth. I paused again, this time looking at his face.

I went even lower, and his eyes snapped out, fixing on mine.

“Bella…” he managed.

“Kade. What do you want? Tell me. Let me help you.”

He shook his head. “… can’t.”

“Why? Even now, when you’re in pain, you’ll refuse my help?”

He closed his eyes again. “… can’t. Control. I don’t… control. Risky.”

I held his face gently, caressing his cheekbone, and he leaned into the touch, rubbing his face on my palm.

Will you say I was a bad person if I said I found him adorable this way?

“Let me help you, Kade,” I whispered. “Please. You look like you’re going to die.” I shook my head, an unexpected tear slipping out. “I can’t. Not again, Kade. I can help you. I can help with this. I don’t want to go through that again, so please, Kade.”

Right now, he looked like he was barely holding on. And I was here. I was here, and I could help. I wasn’t powerless like the last time.

“Please,” I begged, another tear slipping out. “Please, Kade. I—I can’t just sit back and do nothing.”

He opened his eyes slowly, looking at me, and his eyes seemed less unfocused.

“It’s… risky,” he managed, his voice rough, his words a little clearer now. “I co–could… lose control. You could…” His last words trailed off, but I didn’t need him to complete the words to know what they were.

I could die.

“What can I do to prevent you from losing control?” I asked softly. He just shook his head, but I held his face still. “I’ll help you. We’ll get through this, and you won’t lose control. I won’t let that happen.”

He stared at me, his eyes half closed. “Pain… Pain… can stop me. Something… sharp. Don’t worry. I’ll… I’ll heal.”

I nodded, already jumping to my feet and running out of the room and straight to the kitchen. Thankfully, it was already past midnight, and the few people I had at my house were already asleep and nobody saw me

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running around the house like a madwoman.

I picked up a knife and ran back to Kade.

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“Something sharp,” I said when I got back to his room. “Check. Now tell me what’s next.”

I sat back at his side, and he looked at the knife before he looked back at me. “Relief. I… need…”

I looked down at his dick and saw how red it was. It looked like it was going to explode.

I nodded, about to drop the knife so I could get to business, but he shook his head.

“Hold… that. Don’t think… twice before you… use… it.”

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