The Varkas Brothers And Their Princess novel Chapter 149

Chapter 149

Chapter 149

Kade gave me a look that says. “I know what you’re doing, you fucking coward.” Or maybe that was just my imagination running wild, but I know the look on his face came close to that.

“This is how it’s going to be, huh?” he asked and I felt the distance growing between us even though he was so close to me. “Fine. I was the fool for falling for you anyway.”

He grabbed my ass again, pulling my skirt up, and the AC from my office hit my bare legs, making me shiver.

“This will be my punishment for being a damn fool.” He dragged my underwear down, exposing my ass and heat, but his eyes didn’t move down like they always did, instead, they stayed fixed on me, letting me see everything, and the more I looked into his eyes, the more I could see the ice walls building.

Soon, he would be back to being cold and closed off, and we would be back to square one.

You’re such an idiot, Belladonna.

He changed our position, making me rest my chest on the desk and my ass in the air. The cold surface of the desk stung my nipples even through my clothes and I bit down a moan.

I heard Kade’s belt unbuckling, and the sound of his zip. Soon, I felt his crown in my entrance, and my walls clenched in anticipation.

He leaned down, his breath hot against my ear as he whispered, “And this will be the last time we’re doing this.”

I went still, and Kade scoffed. Somehow, I felt him go cold.

“And this is where you falter, huh? Am I a personal fuck toy or something? Well, this is the last time you’re going to get my dick, so you can go back to your toys.”

“Kade, I did-”

My words turned into a loud moan when he slammed into me without warning.

“Shh,” he breathed as he grabbed my hips, pounding into me. “These walls aren’t so thick, and the people outside could hear you. You don’t want them to know that you’re getting fucked by your own dildo, hmm?”

I covered my mouth with my hands, my moans sounding choked as he slammed into me over and over again, his nails digging into my ass.

He was fucking me right now. He was balls deep in me, and yet he was so distant, his touch which was always so warm was now cold, making me shiver.

What we were doing right now felt so good. It made my eyes roll to the back of my head every time he slammed into me, his crown pressing that spot in me. I felt my climax building.

Everything felt so hot and intense like it always does, but somehow it felt so different, so strange, because with every thrust, I could feel him growing distant. I could feel him slipping away from my grasp, and I knew when this ended I wouldn’t be able to get him back.

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Chapter 149

He grabbed my hair, raising my head so he could look at me, his eyes hard.

“You’re distracted,” he growled, slamming into me and I rocked forward with every thrust of his hips. “Are you thinking about him? Can’t you even give me the luxury of having your full attention this one last time? Do you hate me that much, Belladonna?”

I shook my head, my eyes burning. “I don’t-”

“You don’t hate me?” he cut me off, his voice growing colder, his hips moving faster, wilder. “Is that it? Then if you don’t hate me, why are you doing this? Why are you making me suffer if you say you don’t hate me?”

“I don’t hate you, Kade,” I whispered, gasping when he twisted his hips, hitting me deep and hard.

“Don’t. Don’t lie to me, Belladonna. If you didn’t hate me, then you wouldn’t be doing this. You wouldn’t be letting me fuck you one last time. You would give us a chance. If you didn’t hate me, we would have leaped together and seen where we both land. If you-”

His voice broke and he stopped talking, resting his head at the back of my neck and inhaling deeply.

“Fuck, I hate this,” he whispered, his voice trembling. “I hate this so much. It hurt as much as when I lost her. I’m reliving the pain over again, and it’s so cruel. Maybe this is my punishment, then I’ll grit my teeth and accept it.”

His hips slowed, but he didn’t pull out. He just stayed there, buried deep in me, his forehead pressed against the back of my neck, his breath hot and uneven.

He said nothing, did nothing, he just trembled.

“Kade,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “Stop. Just-”

“No,” he rasped, shaking his head against my neck. “No, don’t you dare tell me to stop. Not yet. Not when this will be the last time I’ll feel your warmth.”

My chest ached. It hurts to breathe.

He didn’t sound angry, just… broken.

His hands on my hips trembled, his lips moving and pressing a kiss to my nape before he moved to my shoulder and then my spine.

“Why?” he whispered. “Why are you letting me touch you like this if you’re going to walk away?”

“I’m not-” My voice cracked, and I had to clear my throat. “I’m not walking away.”

“You are,” he said, his voice low and harsh. “You’ve already left. And yet…” He rolled his hips, painfully slow. “And yet, I’m still here, trying to convince myself that you could be mine.”

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