The Varkas Brothers And Their Princess novel Chapter 172

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Chapter 172

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After Kade… knotted in me, he passed out, still buried deep inside me. The last time he rutted, he didn’t pass out, so that made me think whatever drug Medea used was having effects on him.

“Damn that woman,” I whispered as I untucked my face from his chest, looking up to see his peaceful expression as he slept, his breathing soft.

He really was beautiful. Sleeping like this, with his guard down and his face relaxed, he looked different.

“I love you.”

Those words kept playing over and over in my head. The softness of his voice as he said it, the way his heart picked up. He meant those words.

So why couldn’t I say them back?

I felt something for him. I know I did. What I felt for him was a strong emotion, but could I call it love? Was it possible to love twice in the same lifetime? They always say there is a person for everyone, a single person.

I was so sure Luca was that person for me. Deep down, I knew he was, so could I love after that? Could I open my heart again? Could I let someone into that broken, dark place?

“You don’t deserve this,” I muttered as I stroked his cheekbone softly. “I don’t deserve you.” I stroked his bottom lip, feeling how soft it was with the pad of my thumb. “I’m sorry, mio marito. I want to say those words back to you, but… but it wouldn’t be fair if I lied. So I’m sorry, but I promise I’ll try. For you.” I leaned in and kissed his lips again. “And for me.”

I withdrew from him, wincing as his dick slowly slid out of me. Thank God that knot thing had gone down. I couldn’t see why he was so scared when we did it for the first time. He was acting like he would kill me if he knotted in me.

I was about to get off the bed, but then I paused, looking back at him.

He said he had killed his previous lover. But I know it wasn’t murder, and I also knew his family wasn’t like mine, so… was knotting in her how he killed her? He was so hesitant that night, so scared, and he kept insisting I kept him from losing control.

“So that’s what happened,” I muttered, getting onto my feet, but my legs wobbled and I had to sit back down. I got back up after a while, but then I winced as Kade’s semen slid down my leg.

He sure came a lot.

I would be scared of getting pregnant if I weren’t on birth control.

I moved to the bathroom, avoiding the mirror. These days, it was hard to look in the mirror, it was hard to see my own face. Why? I don’t know, but I feel like I’ll see something that I either hated so much that I’ll relapse, or I’ll see something that I liked and that’ll make me scared.

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Chapter 172

Either way, I wasn’t looking at the mirror until I got my shit together.

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I washed myself quietly so I wouldn’t wake Kade. But when I came out of the bathroom, he was already awake, sitting at the edge of the bed. He raised his head when I entered, his eyes fixed on mine before he looked away and his eyes trailed over my naked body, and his gaze grew heated.

“Uhm… I didn’t mean to wake you,” I said, his gaze leaving heat in their trail.

“I woke on my own,” he said, his voice rough. “Put on something or I wouldn’t be able to hold back.”

I held a towel in my hand, but instead of wrapping it around myself, I dropped it.

Kade’s gaze turned darker, his pupils dilated. I walked towards him, my steps slow, my hips swaying. He swallowed, his gaze raising until he looked at my eyes.

“What if I don’t want you to hold back?” I purred, climbing onto his lap and wrapping my arms around his neck.

“I’m dirty,” he rasped. “I haven’t washed.”

“Is that so?” I leaned in, rubbing my nose on his neck and inhaling his intoxicating scent. I hummed, my tongue snaking out and licking his neck.

He groaned, grabbing my hips, but instead of pushing me away, he held me close to him.

“You taste like sweat,” I hummed as I sucked his skin, and I felt his dick grow hard. “I never thought I could find something like that sexy.” I looked away so I could see his face, and he looked blissful. “Want to know something?” He nodded. “I find everything about you sexy.”

“I’m sure you do,” he rasped as he grabbed my ass, parting it and I felt his finger circling my hole. “I’m already hard. What are you going to do about that?”

I grinned as I kissed him softly. “I’m going to take responsibility.”

“Good.”

I grabbed his dick, and he hissed in pleasure, his dick warm and throbbing in my hand. I positioned him on my entrance, but before I sat on it, I paused, looking at him.

“You won’t knot again, will you?”

He shook his head. “No, the drug’s already worn off. Now hurry up and fuck me.”

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