Chosen just to be Rejected (by Jennifer Francis) novel Chapter 120

120 Bella She didnt know how to behave around Parker , all of a sudden , she was uncertain , due to what she had felt when hed picked her up off the floor .

Shed been uncertain about his behaviour since their conversation that morning .

Hed still acted like nothing was wrong .

That she hadnt told him she didnt think it was a good idea for them to go down that road again ..

Now she was uncomfortable because shed just felt the sparks of a mate bond , and did not know what to say to him or how to feel about that .

Though as he left the room , shed known he wanted out of this room and away from her , hed picked up on her sudden uncomfortableness .

Though it likely wasnt the reason he thought .

Even Whit had picked up how shed suddenly become uncomfortable with Parker in the room .

But it was more guilt than anything , and she knew it .

Shed just told him they wouldnt be together , and now he was going to be her Goddess Gifted Mate .

She had no idea if he knew like she did .

It didnt seem like it to her .

Hed not said anything or verbalised that hed felt anything .

different .

Was it just her that knew and what if , before the full moon came , he moved on because shed just told him that was what she wanted .

Whit was looking at her with a frown .

Mum ? he asked after watching his father leave the room .

Whats going on ? he asked .

You and dad , is there something wrong ? Whyd he leave ? She looked at Whit , what was she supposed to tell him ? It was clear to her that Parker had not relayed this mornings conversation to him .

Its a bit difficult at the moment .

She told him because it was .

She was very confused about how she felt , what shed said and the knowledge shed just gotten .

Whit stared at her for a long moment .

Did you tell dad we were going back to Hollowed Moon ? he asked .

He said I had a room in the Alpha Suite for when I come to visit ? Bella looked at Whit now .

Shed not said that , but she supposed what shed said could have been taken that way .

I didnt say that , Whit .

She shook her head .

Im just very confused right now .

To be honest with you , I dont really know … understand what Im supposed to feel .

She sighed I know you want to stay here , Im not blind Whit , and I also know Parker wants that as well .

Hes … she bit her lip and wondered just how much her words had hurt him .

Shed just tried to be honest with him , now it was all screwed up .

Hes made it very clear what he wants , but now … she murmured , thinking about those words shed said and now the sparks on her 120 own skin .

Why dont you just try it ? Whit muttered .

It might work this time .

She knew that he must want it deep down , for his parents to be together , what child didnt want their mum and dad under the same roof ; to be a family .

Hell , even a part of her had wanted that growing up , even knowing she wasnt welcome in her fathers home .

But still there was that part of her that longed to belong , to be a part of his family and be treated like he wanted her as his child , loved her like he should .

It was hard to be on the outside , and watch it all , knowing you couldnt have what you wanted .

It was what Whit wanted , for them to be a family .

Even if he hadnt voiced it out loud until just now , shed known it was what he wanted for them to all be a family .

Though shed thought hed not voice it to her because that would mean she would give him what he wanted , and stay here because Whit wanted it , not because she wanted too .

Its complicated Whit , that is all .

she sighed , and it was right this minute .