Inferno Demon Riders MC: My Five Obsessed Bullies (by Kj) novel Chapter 118

Chapter 118: Running From Satan

Blythe’s POV

– Flashback Age, 20-

Thankfully, a short while later, Daniel and Sean’s parents left so that Sean could go to a meeting across town. They spent a bit of time chatting before Lisa reminded Sean about said meeting. Now I know, in great detail, exactly what happens during these “last–minute business trips“.

I waited a few minutes after everyone left before peeking out of the closet. When I verified that no one was around, I rushed to the bathroom attached to Sean’s office. I barely made it to the toilet before throwing up everything in my gut. I sat there, panting and crying for a few moments.

What am I going to do? How many people know about this? Everyone? Maria? No, I seriously doubted that Maria knew. Although, I’m apparently not a very good judge of character.

I thought Sean was my friend. I thought that… it was real… None of it was. All of it was… staged. The whole thing. The hell I’d been living in for years…

It all makes so much sense now. Daniel being so accepting of Sean. Sean being able to do anything he wanted with me. The immediate yes to a date. The immediate alone time. Sneaking in the night before our wedding. Ugh… Lisa… was she serious about that? Did he even shower before sticking his di.ck in me? At least he always uses a condom, I guess.

I can’t believe this was/is my life. How could I have been so stupid? The signs were all right in front of me…

Daniel only got custody of me because Sean saw me. Apparently in a library. I spent a lot of time at the local library. My grades were about all I had thanks to Everly. The guys rarely ever went there. Everly definitely never did. It was just by chance that Sean saw me.

And that one glance sentenced me for the rest of my life.

Instead of talking to me like a normal person, Sean had me kidnapped and…. trained. He whipped me. He ordered everything that was done to me. He… ruined me. He ruined my life. He put me through hell. Literal hell. And all for what? So that he could play some kind of hero in my tragic story?

If I had never found… he would have been. If I hadn’t come here today, he’d probably have gotten away with it. Maybe. Apparently, they were counting on the fact that I would forever be a tortured shut–in. Too afraid of the sun to step foot out of my castle.

They’re counting on the fact that I have nowhere to go too. And they’re right about that. I have no one to turn to. I don’t trust the club for a fu.cking second. Hell, I won’t ever trust a soul again! Not after this. Not after everything I’ve been through.

But they were wrong about one thing. There’s no way in hell that I’m staying. Absolutely no way. But I need to play my cards right. Sean has a lot of power and money. If they find out that I know… If I ever get caught… It’ll be so much worse than it ever was before.

I gave myself another moment before slipping my scarf and sunglasses back on. Then I made sure to clean up any evidence that I was here. I slipped out of the building just as easily as I came in. I hailed a taxi and I went home in silence. I felt numb, hardened.

My life is over. It was over so long ago. No one has ever had my back. No one has ever cared. I’ve been nothing but a toy to everyone all my life. Shoved around. Used and discarded. Unwanted. Unloved. Useless. Beaten and broken down.

I made it inside the house, my body on autopilot. I paused, my head feeling dizzy. I slipped my sunglasses off and the scarf, letting them clatter to the floor.

Why is this happening to me? Why me? Why? Why? Why?

“Mrs. Dixon, you’re back,” Maria said once she noticed me standing in the middle of the hall between the door and the living room. “How did Mr. Dixon like the food? Was he surprised to see you? I didn’t expect you to be gone so long.”

My lips parted, but no words came out. I wasn’t sure what to say or do. I felt like the ground had been swiped from under me, and I was still falling to my doom. I was still struggling to wrap my head around it all. Sean knew who I was. He was the reason Daniel fought for me. My mother gave me up easily. Everyone I’ve ever thought cared about me has betrayed me in the worst possible way.

Could I trust Maria? Could I trust myself?

“Mrs. Dixon? Are you alright?” Maria asked as she came closer.

I looked at her as tears filled my eyes.

“Did you know?” I whispered.

“Know?” She asked, looking at me like I was a caged animal.

“Did you know?” I asked, this time my voice coming out harder, pleading with her for an honest answer.

Maria looked at me for a moment, something close to understanding in her eyes.

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