Inferno Demon Riders MC: My Five Obsessed Bullies (by Kj) novel Chapter 54

Chapter 54: Drunk Together

Evander/Havoc’s P.O.V.

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Fu.ck, this isn’t right. I told Karma that I wasn’t going to be part of their babysitting sh.it with Blythe. I told him that I was not picking her up tonight and staying with her in her room. I was drunk when he asked, and

I’m even drunker now.

Maybe that’s why I’m seeing her in front of me. I’m just drunk. I’m hallucinating. This isn’t real.

Blythe looked up at me and the look in her eyes took my fu.cking breath away. I haven’t seen that look in

ten years. I was such an a.ss to her after our parents married that she stopped looking at me like that months after she moved in. I’d see it here and there, but… Fu.ck it’s been so long.

She’s looking at me like I hung all the fu.cking stars in the sky just for her. Like I light up the room when she

looks at me. Like I fu.cking matter to her as more than… a friend or a stepbrother.

I’m not even that anymore though. I made sure of that.

“You can never seem to just stay out of my fu.cking sight, can you?” I practically spat at her.

Of course, we argued. Because that’s all we do now. Because I’m a raging a.sshole and Blythe is…

different. I hate it. Not because she’s stronger or less of a damn crybaby… I hate it because I know I’m part

of the reason that she changed.

I’ve spent these last few days drinking my thoughts away. Because I know that my brothers are on to

something. I know that something is wrong, something doesn’t feel right. And I know that what I did eight

years ago cemented something that I never saw coming.

I just can’t admit it to myself. I can’t. Because then it becomes real. It becomes something that I have to

deal with. It means that I have to come clean to my brothers about what I did. I’d have to tell Blythe that it

was all me, and I’m a big fu.cking li.ar. That I lied out my a.ss just to make sure she stayed gone, because I

knew I would always want her.

And that all just makes me angry. Angry with myself and taking it out on her. Just like when I was a

fu.cking kid.

“This is my fucking club, not yours,” he spat angrily. “Nobody even wants you here anyway.”

I shouldn’t have said that. It’s not even true. We all want her here. Hell, even if I say I don’t, it’s just because I want her so badly. Blythe being here has only proved to me that my feelings never changed for her. I still want her, I still love her, and I feel fu.cking sick over what I’ve done to her. Everything from the moment our parents got married until this very moment.

So, why can’t I stop? Why can’t I take CG’s advice and just fu.cking have her? Why can’t I just… at the very

least be nice to her?

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“You’re going to cry now? Really? When no one else is around, huh? Fu.cking figures. You were always a crybaby. We were way too soft on you when we were kids.”

Blythe’s reaction wasn’t what I was expecting at all. She looked up at me with a weak smile and tears streaming down her cheeks. It was the saddest look I’ve ever seen in my life, and it rocked me to my core.

But not as much as her next words did.

“Is this the part when you sneak me out and send me b–back?”

Send her back. Back to her fu.cking piece of sh.it father. Because that’s what I did before. I sent her back

there. I thought… I thought she was just acting out. Daniel said… he said so much… And I believed him.

“P–please Havoc… P–please… I–I’ll leave if you want, but… p–please don’t m–make me go back there again.

1-1–I’ll scream. I–Isla… sh–she won’t l–let you do this… I–I…”

She’s freaking out. I’m making her freak out. Because she really thinks I’d send her back there. I did before.

But now she thinks that no one would even bat an eye if I tried. I can see it in her face. She said Isla

wouldn’t let me, but she didn’t believe it.

“N–n–no, l–I’d rather die than go back there.”

Before I could help myself, I had her in my arms. One arm was wrapped possessively around her. My other

hand was pressed to the back of her head, pushing her head to my chest. She was sobbing and trembling.

I felt sick to my stomach, the feeling sobering me up a little.

“I’m sorry,” I whispered. “I’m so sorry… Please don’t cry.”

“I–1-1 can’t go back there, Havoc… I–I w–won’t-”

“Shhh,” I cut her off. “I would never send you away again, Bly,” I told her. “Even if I tried… Every single

person here would kick my a.ss. They’d start with the pregnant ladies, then the rest of the ol‘ ladies, then

my brothers, and then I would be kicked out of here for good.”

“K–Karma wouldn’t k–kick you out of the club,” she blubbered, clinging to my cut. I fucking hate how happy

it makes me. I don’t want her to cry, but I’ve always loved Blythe clinging to me.

“He would,” I told her. And I meant it. If he ever finds out that I sent her away eight years ago… I’ll be lucky

to walk away alive.

“I–I don’t want you to be i–in trouble,” she sniffled, slurring her words slightly. “I–I promise I can just… r–run…

r–run a-”

“You’re not leaving Blythe,” I cut her off, holding her tighter. “You’re staying here. Where you belong.”

“But you said-”

“I know,” I interrupted her again. “I know, and I’m sorry. But you can’t leave.”

She was silent for a moment, and I was a little surprised she wasn’t trying to argue with me more. I held her like that, in the middle of the hallway, for a little while. I didn’t want to let her go and have to face

Chapter 54 Drunk Together

reality again. I wanted to stay in this little bubble for the rest of my life.

“H–Havoc…” Bly whispered after a long moment. “C–can I… ask you something?”

“Sure,” I replied softly.

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“H–have you all…” she trailed off and took a deep breath as she fisted my cut until her knuckles turned

white. “I–is… Daniel or Sean on their way to get me?” Her voice was so soft I almost didn’t hear her. I was

also shocked. I wasn’t expecting that, and I was shocked that she trusted me enough to give her an

honest answer. At least, I thought that’s why she asked me.

I gently pushed Blythe back so that I could look into her electric eyes. I grabbed her face and swiped her

tears away with my thumbs. Her bottom lip was jutted out, and she was staring at me with a desperation

that I hated.

“Listen to me,” I stated sternly. “Nobody is coming here for you, Blythe. And if they ever do, there’s no way

in hell that we’re letting you go with them. Do you hear me? They will never touch you again, babe. I know

my words don’t mean sh.it right now, but I promise that you are safe here and we are never, ever letting you go.”

“B–but you sent me back-”

“I know,” I cut her off, squeezing my eyes shut. “I know what I did and it was wrong. I won’t make the same

mistake again, Blythe. You ain’t leaving here. Ever. And if either of those two shows up here, well, there’s a

fu.cking line of people just waiting to put a bullet in their heads.”

Blythe blinked at me as her brows knitted together. She was confused. I couldn’t blame her. As far as she

knows, I was under orders to make her leave eight years ago. She has no idea that I lied to her. About

everything.

“I… don’t understand,” she murmured. “And everything is spinning,” that came out as more of a whine right

before she leaned her body into me.

I had to wrap my arms around Bly to hold her up. A smile touched my lips as she went limp against me. I

don’t deserve even a bit of her trust, yet, here we are.

“Come on,” I said as I scooped her up in my arms. “I’ll take you to your room.”

Much to my surprise, Bly didn’t object. I gave Dev a nod as I walked past the room the ol‘ ladies were in.

They were loud and giggling up a storm. I knew that Willow probably made that awful juice sh.it they all loved so much. Sh.it was what got Hazel knocked up.

“I can’t believe I’m letting you do this,” Bly grumbled as I kicked her bedroom door shut.

I gently lay her on her bed and she rolled onto her side. Butter jumped onto her bed, immediately going to cuddle with her. Bly pulled him to her chest as I pulled my phone out of my pocket.

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