The Alpha Train (Christina and Sebastian) novel Chapter 340

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Christian has asked me several times if I’m okay, so I know I’m not hiding this well. He’s already asked me if Sebastiana said something to me, so he must have seen us talking even though I thought we were being casual.

Part of me feels sick to my stomach. What if he rejects me? What if he tries to ‘let me down easy‘? What if being with me isn’t as important to him as me going to the Academy is? What if … what if he’s just tolerating me?

Once we’re in Shane’s office, he leans against the desk in the sexy way

that he has.

“Talk to me.”

I begin pacing, trying to find the nerve to say what I want to say.

“I have a proposition for you.”

He slides his hand through his hair. I watch that wayward curl drop back over his forehead. “Okay, what is it.”

“You want me to go to the Academy,” I begin.

“I want you to want to go to the Academy, there’s a difference,” he

says.

Well shit. How big of a difference is it?

I think about Sebastiána. How would she handle this. And then it hits me. She already did.

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“I would be willing to go to the Academy, to take the classes, to even try to get on the leaderboard. But I have a request.”

He narrows his eyes at me. “What is your request?”

“I’m like Sebastiana. I don’t want to go to the Academy as a virgin being with some strange Alpha that I’ve never met before and having my first time be with him. I want … I want my first time to be special. I want it to be with someone I care about. I want you to be my first, Christian.”

I feel like I’ve stripped myself bare and I’m waiting for his judgement of whether or not he finds me worthy.

“First of all, you don’t have to take the sex classes at the Academy. I’m thrilled and honored that you want me to be your first, Enya. But it doesn’t have to be because you decide to go to the Academy.”

“If I try to get on the leaderboard, it does though, right?” I ask.

“Taking the sex class makes it easier, yes. There are a lot of points in the sex class and nearly every Alpha takes the class, so yes, it makes it easier to get on the leaderboard But it’s not a requirement.”

“If I’m going to go to the Academy, I want to try to get on the leaderboard. I know I may not be the best candidate, but I’m still an Alpha and I’m pretty damn competitive.”

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