CROSSING THE BORDER novel Chapter 100

Chapter 100

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Everything was bleak. It was almost the same like when Rania ate, she couldn’t taste anything, and now she couldn’t feel anything.

There was this huge void inside of her chest.

She felt nothing and then everything at once. The paradox of her existence suffocated her. She didn’t know what to feel, or what to do. There was nothing she wanted more than to stop all of this.

One moment she wanted to sleep, the next moment she felt like she could wake up for a whole week. She didn’t have the energy to get up from her bed, but she was restless because she didn’t do anything.

And every time she touched her stomach, the heaviness that weighed on her chest only got worse.

She lost the baby.

She lost her baby.

She didn’t even know she was pregnant when she lost her child, and there was nothing she could do to prevent that.

She shouldn’t feel so sad, because she didn’t even know it. How could she feel depressed for losing something that she didn’t know?

However, that was what Rania felt right now. She was at lost for what to do. Her chest felt so heavy, as if there was a brick that pressed her down.

How could someone feel this way?

“How are you feeling, my lady? Do you need something? Do you feel hurt somewhere?” Karin asked Rania with the look of concern on her face.

Rania stared at her. She watched her mouth moving, but she couldn’t comprehend what she was saying. It felt like she had detached herself from the reality, and she watched everything around her from outside of her body.

This was not the first time she experienced this; to feel she was outside of her body, and her mind wandered.

However, she was completely disconnected with the reality.

“If you feel hurt somewhere, tell me, okay?” Karin said with the gentleness that could melt a steel, yet Rania felt nothing, even her touch didn’t feel warm. “I will leave for a while.”

Rania watched Karin left the room, and then resumed to stare outside of the window, at the garden, where the magnolia was blooming beautifully.

Someone used to care for her like that before. But, Rania couldn’t remember who it was. Someone with a beautiful smile.

Chapter 100

A girl.

A girl, who had lost her family during the war.

The girl that Rania considered a friend.

Someone who showed her kindness for the first time in this place.

Kean.

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One moment Rania felt nothing, and the next moment she felt all the pain all at once, as if the dam of agony had been broken inside of her.

“Ugh…”

Rania bent her body over, she gasped for air.

She was not injured, the wound on her body had started to heal, but why she felt like she was being stabbed by thousand of knives? Why she felt like she was being beaten up black and blue?

“Hurts…”

Rania accidentally bumped against the table, which made the whole thing on top of it tumbled down. The table itself fell on her body, yet the pain from it was dull compared to what she was going through right now.

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