CROSSING THE BORDER novel Chapter 174

Chapter 174

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“You don’t know how it feels, Jasmine. You don’t know how it feels to wait for your mate to be fucked by someone else, while I can’t do anything about it. You don’t know how it feels when your mate sneaked around behind your back to meet with that said man. You don’t know that, because I have never done anything like that to you.”

Jasmine cried even harder when she heard that. She held onto Killian tightly, she felt like she was going to vomit, because of the emotional turmoil inside of her.

She couldn’t hold it back any longer. This was too much. Everything was too much for her.

“What are you going to say about that? Do you even know how it feels? The answer is; no. You don’t. Because I have never mistreated you like that, but I do, because that’s exactly what you have done to me.”

Jasmine hugged Killian, she cried so hard, she was having a hard time to breathe, she was glad that Killian didn’t push her away, which meant she still had a chance to fix this, right?

“What should I do? What should I do to make this right for you? What should I do to make it up to you?”

“I don’t know.” Killian lowered his head. He didn’t hug her back, but Jasmine didn’t mind it. “There was time when I feel like I want to hurt you back the same way you did to me, but… I don’t know. That’s my anger that do the talking.”

“Hurt me, Killian. Hurt me, if that’s what you need to heal. Hurt me the way I hurt you, but after that, please find a way to forgive me.”

Killian didn’t say anything. He didn’t bluntly tell Jasmine what he wanted, but she was smart enough to read between the line and draw a conclusion.

In the end, Jasmine released him, and then cupped his face. “Go and fuck someone else, I will not mind it. Let’s say that to make us even. It’s okay. It will hurt me, but I deserve it.”

“I don’t want to lower myself to do that.”

Jasmine felt the word was rather harsh, because it gave an indication that Killian thought very low of her. “Please, choose whoever you want. I will not be angry with you. Let loose, you need to let out some steam too. Everything with the battle and the revenge must have taken a toll on you. Please, enjoy yourself.”

Killian didn’t say anything, but he didn’t reject the idea too.

“Go, and find someone that you like, do whatever with them, but please, comeback to me.”

Jasmine had lowered herself to the point, she was so ashamed to see her reflection on the mirror, but this was the consequences of her wrongdoings.

“I will think about that,” Killian said.

“Okay.”

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Chapter 174

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“You promised me that you will follow what I said, right? Now, drink this.” Karin gave the concoction to Rania, and smiled at her sweetly, as if she just gave a little girl a candy.

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“Yeah, that’s the plan,” Killian said, as he watched the king’s banner. He bet all of his money that he came here to get him.

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